Sells Out

Hours after I was after hours after hours when you paced in the snow Head high but down low I’m reading every novel to replace with twelfth apostle Yeah this one god above, fits your soul like a glove Yeah, don’t tell me it’s all okay when we both know it’s my birthday You wouldn’t lie I want to stay blind I can feel it on my skin It wrinkles cause I’m giving in I’ve seen this before The raven came for Lanore I’d tell you if you were getting fat My hair is shaved, but I always wear a hat And I told you were changing but I want you to stay the same Yeah I’m changing too, but I just can’t bleach the stain Give me a minute to think this through What will I be like without you? I’m just trying not to sell out I want to change but I just don’t know how Finish high school without regret To start college, I’m deep in debt 781, I won’t forget Your tears will fall My path is set No I don’t mean to be like this It’s not what I meant That’s not what I said Hold the door Wait for me While I set the alarm and hide the key Over the land Beneath the sea Fate will bond both you and me Collectively we watch the rain You ask my answer, I abstain Together we’ll feign satirical pain There’s a problem with this feeling Always something I’m concealing Guess that’s okay I’ll do it anyway Give me a minute to think this through What will I be like without you? I’m just trying not to sell out I want to change but I just don’t know how I’m feeling but I’m not feeling true I sold out and I don’t know what to do