Sells Out

Hours after I was after hours after hours when you paced in the snow

Head high but down low

I’m reading every novel to replace with twelfth apostle

Yeah this one god above, fits your soul like a glove

Yeah, don’t tell me it’s all okay when we both know it’s my birthday

You wouldn’t lie

I want to stay blind

I can feel it on my skin

It wrinkles cause I’m giving in

I’ve seen this before

The raven came for Lanore

I’d tell you if you were getting fat

My hair is shaved, but I always wear a hat

And I told you were changing but I want you to stay the same

Yeah I’m changing too, but I just can’t bleach the stain

Give me a minute to think this through

What will I be like without you?

I’m just trying not to sell out

I want to change but I just don’t know how

Finish high school without regret

To start college, I’m deep in debt

781, I won’t forget

Your tears will fall

My path is set

No I don’t mean to be like this

It’s not what I meant

That’s not what I said

Hold the door

Wait for me

While I set the alarm and hide the key

Over the land

Beneath the sea

Fate will bond both you and me

Collectively we watch the rain

You ask my answer, I abstain

Together we’ll feign satirical pain

There’s a problem with this feeling

Always something I’m concealing

Guess that’s okay

I’ll do it anyway

Give me a minute to think this through

What will I be like without you?

I’m just trying not to sell out

I want to change but I just don’t know how

I’m feeling but I’m not feeling true

I sold out and I don’t know what to do