HIM

I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be I don't know if I was ever even close I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see But I swear, before I sing my final note I'll be him Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-woah, woah-oh, oh Oh What the fuck could I say to you? After all I put you through? I wish I only knew Yeah, I wish I only knew (Yeah) What I had before I messed it up Why am I such an addict? Searched for love, while all the while, I had it Black and blue from nonsense dramatic I hold it in and it comes out chromatic Exhale, breathe slow This panic's always excusing the shitty behavior, I know So listen close I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be I don't know if I was ever even close I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see But I swear, before I sing my final note I'll be him 'Cause I know my heart Has known from the start So, baby, please, just let me in 'Cause I'll be him Yeah, I fell apart When I missed the mark I'm on my knees I'm not the man I once was, I swear I'll be— I've had dreams about where we could be A place without a care, and I can promise That I won't stop until we're there I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be (That I would be) I don't know if I was ever even close (So close, so close) I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see (To see) But I swear, before I sing my final note I'll be him Yeah, I'll be him Yeah, I'll be him I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be I don't know if I was ever even close I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see But I swear, before I sing my final note I'll be him