HIM

I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be
I don't know if I was ever even close
I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see
But I swear, before I sing my final note
I'll be him

Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-woah, woah-oh, oh
Oh

What the fuck could I say to you?
After all I put you through?
I wish I only knew
Yeah, I wish I only knew (Yeah)
What I had before I messed it up
Why am I such an addict?
Searched for love, while all the while, I had it
Black and blue from nonsense dramatic
I hold it in and it comes out chromatic
Exhale, breathe slow
This panic's always excusing the shitty behavior, I know
So listen close

I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be
I don't know if I was ever even close
I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see
But I swear, before I sing my final note
I'll be him

'Cause I know my heart
Has known from the start
So, baby, please, just let me in
'Cause I'll be him
Yeah, I fell apart
When I missed the mark
I'm on my knees
I'm not the man I once was, I swear I'll be—

I've had dreams about where we could be
A place without a care, and I can promise
That I won't stop until we're there

I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be
(That I would be)
I don't know if I was ever even close (So close, so close)
I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see (To see)
But I swear, before I sing my final note
I'll be him

Yeah, I'll be him
Yeah, I'll be him

I don't know if I'm the man that I thought I would be
I don't know if I was ever even close
I don't know if I'm the man that I wanted you to see
But I swear, before I sing my final note
I'll be him