LOSING

[Intro] Yeah, man, we got everything We got barbells, we got dumbbells, we got everything you want Weight plates, anything, anything you want You ready to train? [Chorus: Benjamin A.D] Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen 'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us [Verse 1: Benjamin A.D] I don't ever listen to my body, never slow down 'Til I gotta listen to my body and I'm fold out I can't even operate with you unless it's no doubt I ain't trustin' anybody, so I switched my phone out Ever since the day I got my son, he turned the weather round In and out, I'm gone before you even turn your head around Miss me with the bitchy, with the whisperin', I'm not there 'Cause they either miss you or they got you in their crosshairs [Chorus: Benjamin A.D] Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen 'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us [Verse 2: Kojey Radical & Benjamin A.D] Nothin' left to prove, I did enough to know I did enough I used to want a million until I made a million My baby need a billion I'm starin' at the ceiling fan and schemin' on a trillion (Best for us) Egg shells, walkin' on my tippy toes Where I'm from, they click-click-click the spinner 'til they dizzy though Mama said, "There won't be no harmony for busy bones" Best to mind your business and do your best to stay at home Mama, I been (Really) [Chorus: Benjamin A.D] Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen 'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the— (On the) [Verse 3: Kojey Radical] Blame it on the pussy and Patron I atone for my sins, then I drown in the liquor, I've been Sippin', billin', sippin', it's a ritual Of feelings, I been lookin' for a reason, I've been runnin' from hope Hope that they don't get me wrong Sorry, I'm not sorry, no apologies to anyone Lonely on my lowest days, my demons, I got rid of them When it was only me and them I made my peace, my killy them I really been [Verse 4: Benjamin A.D] Smokin' out my lungs and you can hear it in my voice I'm doin' everything with chest and I've been ridin' with my choices Don't know if I've got a sixth sense or paranoid So I gotta stay avoidant, guess you gotta pick your poison I remember sayin', "Couple years I'll be through with this" Guess I'm still addicted in my veins, I ain't new in this When I'm up, we ain't like minded, you ain't like minded But I don't know which way is up, I just got blindsided [Chorus: Benjamin A.D] Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen 'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us