LOSING

[Intro]

Yeah, man, we got everything

We got barbells, we got dumbbells, we got everything you want

Weight plates, anything, anything you want

You ready to train?

[Chorus: Benjamin A.D]

Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure

I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup

Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen

'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure

I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about

Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us

Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us

Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us

[Verse 1: Benjamin A.D]

I don't ever listen to my body, never slow down

'Til I gotta listen to my body and I'm fold out

I can't even operate with you unless it's no doubt

I ain't trustin' anybody, so I switched my phone out

Ever since the day I got my son, he turned the weather round

In and out, I'm gone before you even turn your head around

Miss me with the bitchy, with the whisperin', I'm not there

'Cause they either miss you or they got you in their crosshairs

[Chorus: Benjamin A.D]

Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure

I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup

Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen

'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure

I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about

Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us

Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us

Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us

[Verse 2: Kojey Radical & Benjamin A.D]

Nothin' left to prove, I did enough to know I did enough

I used to want a million until I made a million

My baby need a billion

I'm starin' at the ceiling fan and schemin' on a trillion (Best for us)

Egg shells, walkin' on my tippy toes

Where I'm from, they click-click-click the spinner 'til they dizzy though

Mama said, "There won't be no harmony for busy bones"

Best to mind your business and do your best to stay at home

Mama, I been (Really)

[Chorus: Benjamin A.D]

Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure

I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup

Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen

'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the— (On the)

[Verse 3: Kojey Radical]

Blame it on the pussy and Patron

I atone for my sins, then I drown in the liquor, I've been

Sippin', billin', sippin', it's a ritual

Of feelings, I been lookin' for a reason, I've been runnin' from hope

Hope that they don't get me wrong

Sorry, I'm not sorry, no apologies to anyone

Lonely on my lowest days, my demons, I got rid of them

When it was only me and them

I made my peace, my killy them

I really been

[Verse 4: Benjamin A.D]

Smokin' out my lungs and you can hear it in my voice

I'm doin' everything with chest and I've been ridin' with my choices

Don't know if I've got a sixth sense or paranoid

So I gotta stay avoidant, guess you gotta pick your poison

I remember sayin', "Couple years I'll be through with this"

Guess I'm still addicted in my veins, I ain't new in this

When I'm up, we ain't like minded, you ain't like minded

But I don't know which way is up, I just got blindsided

[Chorus: Benjamin A.D]

Losin' to the devil 'cause he got me chasin' pleasure

I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup

Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen

'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure

I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about

Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us

Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us

Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us