New Wings

[Verse] Yeah They say a few could feel a spirit rise long before we cry To the moon soarin' And we just wanna catch a high to get that feelin' Any time we're not dealin' with what's important 'Cause it feels too gorgeous, we do it too often We know it's too dangerous, we know we're too lost But there's devils and angels from two angles So I need two crosses, I need two halos, I need new options God save us, we need to be strong through losses It's hard, that's all that I pray for And all of my songs have taught them Every day is to savor, but all of our wrongs are costin' All in all I'm just thankful, but Satan calls and keeps callin' And all of our moms are fuckin' exhausted, all of our dreams fallin' Ever since my feet dangled, I've been sowin' the Reaper's cloth Growin' cold in the street, losin' focus, throwin' my sleepin' off Broken knowin' I'm weak I've been smokin' wishin' I wasn't But there's open wounds and this pit in my stomach The words just come to me like the fireflies and butterflies float But sting like a bumble bee I've finally found what's under my nose Because the recipe is faith that I can humble my woes They wanna fuck with me and buckle my hope, but they don't come close And you can judge me, but only God has seen everything It used to be the pills, but now only God'll make sense to me Sometimes I'm still thinkin' about killin' me And seein' the devil smile at it There's still that feelin' I dream of feelin', that's why I'm nappin' Because life in its entirety tires me It's like the "Merrily Merrily" But inside of me's spiraling It's like I'm barely holdin' on just by the tiniest line of string That I carry on my own, until I'm finally smiling [Outro] "The devil went to turn him, you know, he'd turn us all. He tried to. I wanna thank you, Lord, that um, you're greater. You know, you're greater working the—and he was in the Lord. Bill, I love you. Talk to you tomorrow, bye."