New Wings

[Verse]

Yeah

They say a few could feel a spirit rise long before we cry

To the moon soarin'

And we just wanna catch a high to get that feelin'

Any time we're not dealin' with what's important

'Cause it feels too gorgeous, we do it too often

We know it's too dangerous, we know we're too lost

But there's devils and angels from two angles

So I need two crosses, I need two halos, I need new options

God save us, we need to be strong through losses

It's hard, that's all that I pray for

And all of my songs have taught them

Every day is to savor, but all of our wrongs are costin'

All in all I'm just thankful, but Satan calls and keeps callin'

And all of our moms are fuckin' exhausted, all of our dreams fallin'

Ever since my feet dangled, I've been sowin' the Reaper's cloth Growin' cold in the street, losin' focus, throwin' my sleepin' off

Broken knowin' I'm weak

I've been smokin' wishin' I wasn't

But there's open wounds and this pit in my stomach

The words just come to me like the fireflies and butterflies float

But sting like a bumble bee

I've finally found what's under my nose

Because the recipe is faith that I can humble my woes

They wanna fuck with me and buckle my hope, but they don't come close

And you can judge me, but only God has seen everything

It used to be the pills, but now only God'll make sense to me

Sometimes I'm still thinkin' about killin' me

And seein' the devil smile at it

There's still that feelin' I dream of feelin', that's why I'm nappin'

Because life in its entirety tires me

It's like the "Merrily Merrily"

But inside of me's spiraling

It's like I'm barely holdin' on just by the tiniest line of string

That I carry on my own, until I'm finally smiling

[Outro]

"The devil went to turn him, you know, he'd turn us all. He tried to. I wanna thank you, Lord, that um, you're greater. You know, you're greater working the—and he was in the Lord. Bill, I love you. Talk to you tomorrow, bye."