Dead but So Alive

Mental depression Manic aggression You want to know me? Learn to see the suffering You want to see me? Take a look to see I'm breaking My mind is pulling Directions all at once Feels like I'm dying Grip so tight, can barely breathe Rip the life out of me Rip the life out of me Hear the cursing Undeniable apathy Now you feel sorry All those words don't mean a thing Every time I close my eyes Close my eyes to mend the pain Trapped in my mind I never know where to begin I am dead, but so alive This world will never let me in Mental depression Manic aggression My mental depression Fuels my manic aggression I've walked through hell that I've known So many times on my own Please stand up with me, I need your help Help me never walk alone Trapped in my mind I never know where to begin I am dead, but so alive This world will never let me in Trapped in my mind I never know where to begin I am dead, but so alive This world will never let me in Let me in Let me in This world will never let me in Let me in Let me in This world will never let me in