Dead but So Alive

Mental depression
Manic aggression

You want to know me?
Learn to see the suffering
You want to see me?
Take a look to see I'm breaking
My mind is pulling
Directions all at once
Feels like I'm dying
Grip so tight, can barely breathe

Rip the life out of me
Rip the life out of me

Hear the cursing
Undeniable apathy
Now you feel sorry
All those words don't mean a thing
Every time I close my eyes
Close my eyes to mend the pain

Trapped in my mind
I never know where to begin
I am dead, but so alive
This world will never let me in

Mental depression
Manic aggression

My mental depression
Fuels my manic aggression

I've walked through hell that I've known
So many times on my own
Please stand up with me, I need your help
Help me never walk alone

Trapped in my mind
I never know where to begin
I am dead, but so alive
This world will never let me in

Trapped in my mind
I never know where to begin
I am dead, but so alive
This world will never let me in

Let me in
Let me in
This world will never let me in
Let me in
Let me in
This world will never let me in