Way Down and Far Below

Most of my life I've missed the signs, I've missed a mother Up at night cursing about it all, the cringing moments Seen our hopes crucified and turned to scattered ashes It's gone, it left me here to fend on my own Up and down, turned around, I've been so many faces Lost my home years ago, been searching many places I don't belong to anyone, I've lost communication It's gone, it landed me and left me here alone I was already in this I was born with these bags in my hands from the start I was already in this Way down and far below Way down and far below Worrying is my calling, thoughts they keep erasing No matter how many drugs that I keep on taking It won't be long before my song has seen its final page It's gone, they've left me here to fend on my own Systems fried, been compromised, I've seen some better days here Mud in eye, skin is dry, to feel often jaded Confidence is something I haven't felt in many ages It's gone, they've left me here to feel on my own I was already in this I was born with these bags in my hands from the start I was already in this Way down and far below Way down and far below Way down and far below I was already in this I was born with these bags in my hands from the start I was already in this I was born with these bags in my hands from the start Was already in this And I was born with these bags in my hands from the start Was already in this Way down and far below Way down and far below Way down and far below Way down and far below