Way Down and Far Below

Most of my life I've missed the signs, I've missed a mother
Up at night cursing about it all, the cringing moments
Seen our hopes crucified and turned to scattered ashes
It's gone, it left me here to fend on my own
Up and down, turned around, I've been so many faces
Lost my home years ago, been searching many places
I don't belong to anyone, I've lost communication
It's gone, it landed me and left me here alone

I was already in this
I was born with these bags in my hands from the start
I was already in this
Way down and far below
Way down and far below

Worrying is my calling, thoughts they keep erasing
No matter how many drugs that I keep on taking
It won't be long before my song has seen its final page
It's gone, they've left me here to fend on my own
Systems fried, been compromised, I've seen some better days here
Mud in eye, skin is dry, to feel often jaded
Confidence is something I haven't felt in many ages
It's gone, they've left me here to feel on my own

I was already in this
I was born with these bags in my hands from the start
I was already in this
Way down and far below
Way down and far below

Way down and far below
I was already in this
I was born with these bags in my hands from the start
I was already in this
I was born with these bags in my hands from the start
Was already in this
And I was born with these bags in my hands from the start
Was already in this
Way down and far below
Way down and far below
Way down and far below
Way down and far below