Change

I just played the rodeo, I think I need to change I still love a sad cowboy on someone else's stage Crashing the car into the side I think I'll take a makeover on someone else's dime The music is the mission, and the mission's not to settle It's always all or nothing, someone's husband or the kettle Is singing a song about somebody safe Singing a song from some righteous place I'm too drunk, somebody said you cheered up I don't feel the difference anymore I'm bitter, somebody said you kissed her But I don't feel surrounded anymore I can see it clearly, getting off at the same stop He's just waiting for me to backslide right to the shock The more I think about him, the more I get the taste But when I finally have him, I'll know I never liked his face I'm too drunk, somebody said you cheered up I don't feel the difference anymore I'm bitter, somebody said you kissed her But I don't feel surrounded anymore You thought you married somebody's friend, but I stay at home Unless I feel like giving you hell Falling in love, a slut, an uppercut at all of the parts I tried and can't romance, it's not my fault, it's who I am When I feel bad, I bring it back and leave it all at your door A parting gift, kiss me back, I'm sorry for changing Too drunk (I'm sorry for changing) I don't feel the difference anymore (I'm sorry for changing) Bitter (I'm sorry for changing) I don't feel the difference anymore (I'm sorry for changing)