gaslight

I keep on thinking that it's all my fault The way I let you bring me down I should've tried a little harder To keep your name out of my mouth Oh, I ignored all of the warning signs Let you take over my whole damn life I should've stayed a little stronger Then everything would've been fine Am I the victim Or was I the cause? Could I have done somethin Different to make it stop? Was it all supposed to mean something Or not? Cuz now the gaslight burns so bright that I can't see So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must be me I can't forgive myself for what you did to me So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must be me Sometimes I wish that I could call you up And ask where it all went wrong Like it would even make a difference Or you would even care at all That I panic on the freeway driving at night alone I still take the medication or I'll get vertigo Still need 12 hours of sleep Still finding you in my dreams There's no escaping you, no Cuz now the gaslight burns so bright that I can't see So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must be me I can't forgive myself for what you did to me So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must be me Me, me, yeah Me, yeah I guess it must be me that Thinks too much And feels too strong Breaks too easy When things go wrong I guess that I must Have just imagined it all But What if it's not all my fault? What if I did nothing wrong? Maybe that would make a difference Maybe then I could move on