gaslight (introverted version)

[Verse 1] I keep on thinking that it's all my fault The way I let you bring me down I should've tried a little harder To keep your name outta my mouth Oh, I ignored all of the warning signs Let you take over my whole damn life I should've stayed a little stronger Then everything would've been fine [Pre-Chorus] Am I the victim or was I the cause? Could I have done somethin' different to make it stop? Was it all supposed to mean something Or not? [Chorus] 'Cause now the gaslight burns so bright that I can't see So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must bе me I can't forgive myself for what you did to mе So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must be me I guess it must, I guess it must be [Verse 2] Sometimes I wish that I could call you up And ask you where it all went wrong Like it would even make a difference Or you would even care at all That I panic on the freeway driving at night alone I still take that medication or I'll get vertigo I still need twelve hours of sleep, still finding you in my dreams There's no escaping you, no, oh [Chorus] Now the gaslight burns so bright that I can't see So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must be me I can't forgive myself for what you did to me So I guess it must be me Oh, I guess it must be me [Post-Chorus] Me, me, yeah Me, yeah I guess it must be me that [Bridge] Thinks too much and feels too strong Breaks too easy when things go wrong I guess that I must have just imagined it all, but [Outro] What if it's not all my fault? What if I did nothing wrong? Maybe that would make a difference Maybe then I could move on