MUSCLE MEMORY

[Verse 1] It's like riding a bike The way I see a flashing light and cover my eyes 'Cause it takes me right back to panic attacks and MRIs Fight or flight I start shutting down and don't know why [Pre-Chorus] Because my body, she don't know the difference Between what's real and what's nonexistent [Chorus] I feel you in my muscle memory Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me It's always involuntary I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting A muscle memory, muscle memory [Verse 2] It's like driving back home It's automatic how I manage to take you wherever I go I thought that I'd outgrown you, but you'rе still in my veins somehow Even though I'm bеtter now Yeah, I did the work to come to terms with you in my mind [Chorus] But I still I feel you in my muscle memory Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me It's always involuntary I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting A muscle memory, muscle memory [Bridge] Like avoiding the street by my house, like writing in cursive Like leaving my medicine out in case I get nervous Like skipping my afternoon walk 'cause my bones remember it all And somehow make it all my fault [Chorus] That I still feel you in my muscle memory Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me It's always involuntary I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting A muscle memory, muscle memory