Bad decisions

[verse] What i saw and thought we had Was never really there Fleeting like whispers in the wind I misinterpreted the stairs And even if i figured out the truth I doubt that i would've care Because the truth is that i’d die for you And i know that isnt fair So im burning this bridge So i heal [Chorus] I make bad decisions And skip all my meals When im coming to terms with whats real Even if thats not how awfully i feel