Easier

[Verse 1] I know it's been a minute since we last spoke Been every type of bitter this year There's something sentimental 'bout the thought of it all But your tears are all I hear I should've loved you better I wish I could've been there I wish we never met so maybe then I wouldn't see you everywhere But you're so independent, need no one but yourself I don't know how you do it, inhibition for my guilt's too coarse I madе a mistake Pushed you away, so I grievеd your loss Killed every single memory, killed every thought, killed everything [Chorus] 'Cause it might be easier that way If I never had to see your face If I could pretend we never met Maybe then I'd feel okay But how can I act like you're a stranger? If you were the only one who knew me I live in a city full of people, but I am alone [Bridge] The comfort of your arms Was the only thing I knew Getting out of bed is easy without you The silence in my car helps me focus when I drive It used to be so hard when I had you by my side [Instrumental Break] [Verse 2] Waking up at night, ripping out my hair I'm used to having fights, used to hurting everybody that I care for It's unfair, everybody lives their own life That I'm never there for, and I lie and I steal time from everyone who ever cried, when I cry, lights on You can put it on my grave when I die At the top of the plaque, "Here lies in this tomb a fucking waste of a man" I got to learn to let go, I got to learn to move on Got a lot I don't know, I have to learn to let go If I don't change who I am, I'ma die 'fore I'm old But I can't help but hide myself behind my world of lies I made to cope with who I lost, I killed you here [Chorus] 'Cause it might be easier that way If I never had to see your face If I could pretend we never met Maybe then I'd feel okay But how can I act like you're a stranger? If you were the only one who knew me I live in a city full of people, but I am alone [Outro] (Alone) (Ahh, ahh, ahh) (Ahh, ahh, ahh) (Ahh, ahh, ahh)