trying

(Okay) I hold onto patience for them And reflect their mannerisms when I can't focus Tired of selfish things I've said Never but never really spoken I can't take back what I did when I forgot So, I lack poise, and, yeah, I noticed But I drove it into the Ground like it was poison And I said I got a problem, will you show me? But just because I need your help Don't mean it's important and now None of us knows Major we don't know who we are you know We don't know where we are Maybe we're on a spaceship you know Going to another planet Maybe we're all insane you know Or maybe this is all a mirage, an illusion Perhaps that's who we are Just know I'm trying But I faked you out on my end And behind those shaded words I partake in limbo, not violence Cause I'm just trying to feel like More than my entry I can't tell by deceit I'm alright and It's 'bout time I show I've been lying 'Cause I can't wait back for it here The only fear I'm in love with is pointless I don't need luck I need somebody's help for a minute 'Cause I've tried long enough Pray I lost, I am done Change my mind 'cause I'll be broken If there's nothing left to say Just know I'm trying But within a second it's timed in Minding every word And it's taking over afraid to love But I will keep you around You say I'm onto something, I doubt it I find God in mind Now I'm waking up and taking on my pride (B-Brakence)