Apples

[Verse 1] A joke about locking up the fridge and the pantry Camera in the kitchen How dare you eat when you are hungry? The fridge is full of slim fast drinks I'm eight years old, I need to eat But I drink them all throughout the week A walking sponge [Verse 2] Go inside your nightstand drawer, I'm lookin' for a cough drop Find my baby pictures next to pills you take for weight loss Apples falling from the tree, hope you don't rub off on me Watch you cut your calories and I soak it up [Chorus] When I look down, I can't see the bottom It's an endless pit filled with all of your problems Superfoods, raw vegetables and apples I'm falling as far as I can I'm falling as far as I can [Verse 3] Freshman yеar, the both of you are intermittеnt fasting Celery juice for breakfast, I'm smaller, thanks for asking Sixteen, in recovery, you have to hide the scale from me You're trying so hard to help me, but the roots run deep (Mmm) [Chorus] When I look down, I can't see the bottom It's an endless pit filled with all of your problems Superfoods, raw vegetables and apples I'm falling as far as I can But when I look out, I can't see the finish line It's an endless road filled with mountains I can't climb Ketosis, kale chips, liquid diets I'm running as fast as I can I'm falling as far as I can [Verse 4] Looking back, I'm so relieved all this didn't kill me It's far from perfect, but I think there's actually been healing My sister's seventeen right now She's confident, she loves herself We're on the other side somehow [Outro] And when I look up, I see all the progress I see my mom eating more and caring less Therapists, resilience, replanting We're doing the best that we can I'm doing the best that I can