Apples

[Verse 1]

A joke about locking up the fridge and the pantry

Camera in the kitchen

How dare you eat when you are hungry?

The fridge is full of slim fast drinks

I'm eight years old, I need to eat

But I drink them all throughout the week

A walking sponge

[Verse 2]

Go inside your nightstand drawer, I'm lookin' for a cough drop

Find my baby pictures next to pills you take for weight loss

Apples falling from the tree, hope you don't rub off on me

Watch you cut your calories and I soak it up

[Chorus]

When I look down, I can't see the bottom

It's an endless pit filled with all of your problems

Superfoods, raw vegetables and apples

I'm falling as far as I can

I'm falling as far as I can

[Verse 3]

Freshman yеar, the both of you are intermittеnt fasting

Celery juice for breakfast, I'm smaller, thanks for asking

Sixteen, in recovery, you have to hide the scale from me

You're trying so hard to help me, but the roots run deep

(Mmm)

[Chorus]

When I look down, I can't see the bottom

It's an endless pit filled with all of your problems

Superfoods, raw vegetables and apples

I'm falling as far as I can

But when I look out, I can't see the finish line

It's an endless road filled with mountains I can't climb

Ketosis, kale chips, liquid diets

I'm running as fast as I can

I'm falling as far as I can

[Verse 4]

Looking back, I'm so relieved all this didn't kill me

It's far from perfect, but I think there's actually been healing

My sister's seventeen right now

She's confident, she loves herself

We're on the other side somehow

[Outro]

And when I look up, I see all the progress

I see my mom eating more and caring less

Therapists, resilience, replanting

We're doing the best that we can

I'm doing the best that I can