What I Wanted

Your hands holding down my neck Run me around 'til I forget Thought I was good, ready and set Disappearing truth from everything you said I ended up at your old place Since you left, nothing's changed Just seeing the door to your old room Made me feel way worse than I needed it to I don't know what I wanted I don't know what I wanted I don't know what I wanted I was too gone when I started No one speaks the way you do It's the same old shit, nothing new Everyone I've been sleeping with is wrong Empty under sheets with someone who doesn't belong And I feel pressure to get away Everyone just settles in this space And there's so much more that I could do Than fucking around staring down at my dirty shoes I don't know what I wanted I don't know what I wanted I don't know what I wanted I was too gone when I started I don't know what I wanted I don't know what I wanted I don't know what I wanted I was too gone when I started