ROCK BOTTOM

I got a question Will I make a sound When I hit the ground With nobody else around? When it all falls down Rock bottom where the lost get found It's getting hard for me to keep my head straight Had a heavy heart, now, I'm carrying dead weight Digging my own grave I did it my own way I'm buried alive with all the shit that I don't say It's deeper than six feet, I'm barely alive My apartment is a coffin that I'm carried inside And I'm coughing 'Cause I'm often Off of various highs Got me wondering does anybody care if he dies I inhale and I just hold it I'm running from everything, my hamstring swollen I pulled it, stop Popped the ankle out of the socket Now, I'm looking at it trying not to vomit I'm sick of this feeling I'm going psycho I'm sick of being sick of this feeling I'm going psycho I'm sick of being sick of being sick of this feeling It go in cycles It go round and round and round I got a question Will I make a sound When I hit the ground With nobody else around? When it all falls down Rock bottom where the lost get found Will I make a sound When I hit the ground With nobody else around? When it all falls down Rock bottom where the lost get found The highs feel like lows Old friends start to feel like foes Silver lining but it feel like gold Is I've been here for so long it feel like home Like I'm right where I'm supposed to be Physically, emotionally Digging down deep 'til I can't see the opening Changing for the people I don't know 'Til everybody close to me Looking at a ghost of me And I don't got a rope Had a ladder but it broke Doesn't matter 'cause I'd rather be alone Got my phone out of data and it's low on the battery Ope! There goes, what a tragedy I build a wall and moat, that's my strategy When I'm gone, I hope you not mad at me I'm done talking about it, I tried therapy You're still not hearing me I'm sick of this feeling I'm going psycho I'm sick of being sick of this feeling I'm going psycho I'm sick of being sick of being sick of this feeling It go in cycles It go round and round and round I got a question Will I make a sound When I hit the ground With nobody else around? When it all falls down Rock bottom where the lost get found Will I make a sound When I hit the ground With nobody else around? When it all falls down Rock bottom where the lost get found