Imaginary Illness

[Chorus] You can't see my scars It's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling Guess they're not real then You believe in God But even God doesn't show his face when you need to talk I'm still sick Imaginary illness [Verse 1] I met the devil in my dreams He said my dreams are what I never will achieve He said I'm never getting better and I need to stop using words together like mental and disease That when hell will fucking freeze I'm a basket case Maybe I should lock my stupid ass away Feeling like I'm half-awake from all these pills I have to take No one even asks or fucking wonders if I am okay I'm locked inside my head and I just can't escape [Chorus] You can't see my scars It's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling Guess they're not real then You believe in God But even God doesn't show his face when you need to talk I'm still sick Imaginary illness [Verse 2] I hate parties, I hate people I hate the kinda friend that only calls you when they need you I fucking hate my bed but never leave it Like a girl does when she's beaten Start to love the pain I'm feeling Feeling numb is not me healing Someone give me something to live for I can't wake up to no one and expect me to feel more I used to dream of seeing my face up on the billboards Now all I want is you to fucking see what I'm ill for [Bridge] It's all in your head You're always upset You call it disease I call it depressed It's all in your head You're always upset You call it disease I call it depressed It's all in your head You're always upset You call it disease I call it depressed It's all in your head It's all in your head It's all in your head [Chorus] You can't see my scars It's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling Guess they're not real then You believe in God But even God doesn't show his face when you need to talk I'm still sick Imaginary illness