Imaginary Illness

[Chorus]

You can't see my scars

It's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling

Guess they're not real then

You believe in God

But even God doesn't show his face when you need to talk

I'm still sick

Imaginary illness

[Verse 1]

I met the devil in my dreams

He said my dreams are what I never will achieve

He said I'm never getting better and I need to stop using words together like mental and disease

That when hell will fucking freeze

I'm a basket case

Maybe I should lock my stupid ass away

Feeling like I'm half-awake from all these pills I have to take

No one even asks or fucking wonders if I am okay

I'm locked inside my head and I just can't escape

[Chorus]

You can't see my scars

It's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling

Guess they're not real then

You believe in God

But even God doesn't show his face when you need to talk

I'm still sick

Imaginary illness

[Verse 2]

I hate parties, I hate people

I hate the kinda friend that only calls you when they need you

I fucking hate my bed but never leave it

Like a girl does when she's beaten

Start to love the pain I'm feeling

Feeling numb is not me healing

Someone give me something to live for

I can't wake up to no one and expect me to feel more

I used to dream of seeing my face up on the billboards

Now all I want is you to fucking see what I'm ill for

[Bridge]

It's all in your head

You're always upset

You call it disease

I call it depressed

It's all in your head

You're always upset

You call it disease

I call it depressed

It's all in your head

You're always upset

You call it disease

I call it depressed

It's all in your head

It's all in your head

It's all in your head

[Chorus]

You can't see my scars

It's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling

Guess they're not real then

You believe in God

But even God doesn't show his face when you need to talk

I'm still sick

Imaginary illness