Barely a Response

Everyday everyday Something new to complain But I almost let them take my life I dont blame I don't blame I don't blame them Looking closer I see how they starve This is not a rant Barely a response This is not a rant Barely a response I should stop blaming them Without blaming myself I'm sitting here in this abstract collision I'm falling deeper this time No fractal pieces No purpose, no meaning Fall into a new start Not again not again I am not sure again But I have to I have come this far All the pain I become is still there Can I take just a break How long can I stand This is not a rant Barely a response This is not a rant Barely a response I can't go back to my despair I see my life washing away I'm sitting here in this abstract collision I'm falling deeper this time No fractal pieces No purpose, no meaning Fall into a new start This is not a rant Barely a response This is not a rant Barely a response I should stop blaming them Without blaming myself This is not a rant barely a response I'm sitting here in this abstract collision I'm falling deeper this time No fractal pieces No purpose, no meaning Fall into a new start