Hate in Me

I'm sitting in my room I'm tryna find a way to stop it Conflicted and aloof Just a creature of terror And wander Hate in me Wanderer Feed on me Murderer I'm a creature of the night Somewhere in the uncanny valley Not sure why I'm alive To exploit or to be exploited The hate in me is redirected It feels automatic to be so affected I don't understand why am I annihilated I don't understand why I feel so rejected Hate in me Wanderer Today I was gonna do well Feed on me Murderer Where did you go, wanderer? I can't listen to myself I'm ready to break Put me back in my cage Wanderer Feed on me Murderer I'm sitting in my room You know it so well but you cannot make me escape Cause you know I live here too Actually this is my fucking place So many years of insecurities I am responsible for being here I cannot believe that I used to believe Everything everybody said about me Hate in me Wanderer Today I was gonna do well Feed on me Murderer Where did you go, wanderer? I can't listen to myself I'm ready to break Take me out of this cage I'm chained to my faith I wanna be something else Stop feeling this hate The hate in me feels automatic Not an anger issue if it is pragmatic You are not crazy, it's just dogmatic Unnecessary when we are more than this You are more than this You are all of this Stand the fuck up Get back the fuck up Get back the fuck up Stand the fuck up I can't listen to myself I'm ready to break Take me out of this cage I'm chained to my faith I wanna be something else Stop feeling this hate You are not crazy, it's just dogmatic Hate in me Wanderer Feed on me Murderer Where did you go? Wanderer