Trepidation

I heard the phone ring when you said Regrets are probably a good thing And I didn't answer It was a private number It made me kind of anxious And I can feel it coming I can hear someone screaming Out in the darkness At least you're here with me In the darkness with me I swear it's a trap And sometimes my arms bend back It's been getting better The dark days are over And I'll eat salt with you If that's what you need me to do And years from now I'll think of something profound I know it's getting you down She made me shake When she got up in my face And heartbreak left a splinter I heard they met on Tinder So it really doesn't matter Because they really don't matter I swear it's a trap Sometimes my arms bend back Now the dark days are over I think I finally got closure And I still spend my time Hiding behind closed eyes When I'm trying to be honest I feel like such a fucking tourist And I still get so anxious But I came here alone And I will leave here on my own And I will stand in the front row Yeah, I still come to your shows And sing along to the words I know I swear it's a trap Sometimes my arms bend back But it's better than before No, you don't scare me anymore You don't scare me anymore