Something Soon

Biting my clothes to keep from screaming Taking pills to keep from dreaming I want to break something important I want to kick my dad in the shins I was referring to the present in past tense It was the only way that I could survive it I want to close my head in the car door I want to sing this song like I'm dying Heavy boots on my throat, I need I need something soon I need something soon I can't talk to my folks, I need I need something soon I need something soon All of my fingers are froze, I need I need something soon I need something soon Only one change of clothes, I need I need something soon I need something soon My head is, my head is, my head is Stay inside all this winter Filling out forms from a working printer I want to talk like Raymond Carver (an advertisement cries out) I want to turn down the goddamn TV ("he should have gone to Jared's") Binging on the latest sitcom (sitcom) Feeling guilty every second it's on I want to put my foot through a window (I document my mind loss) I want to romanticize my headfuck (through instruments of wordplay) Heavy boots on my throat, I need I need something soon I need something soon I can't talk to my folks, I need I need something soon I need something soon All of my fingers are froze, I need I need something soon I need something soon Only one change of clothes, I need I need something soon I need something soon My head is, my head is, my head is My head is, my head is, my head is Let's burn this house down Let's burn this house down Let's burn this house down Let's burn this house down Let's burn this house down Let's burn this house down Let's burn this house down Let's burn this house down