[Verse 1]
Went to bed a little girl
And woke up a grown-ass woman
Paid someone to tell me why
There are things I shouldn't
Shouldn't do to get the ones I love
To do exactly what I want
Turns out that ain't love at all
I, I, I
[Verse 2]
Missed a call again from Mom
But I'll call her back tomorrow
I don't wanna hear her voice
At the risk of what would follow
I'll feel bad for feeling far
I'll feel far from feeling me
Then I won't know who to be
I, I, I
[Chorus]
And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs
I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun
I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt
I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts
I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like
[Post-Chorus]
I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
[Verse 3]
Now I'm sitting in my room
And I count the things around me
That I bought to fill the void
And to make something about me
'Cause I gave my time away
But I'm thе one I really hate
For nеver giving myself comfort in the first place
[Chorus]
And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs
I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun
I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt
I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts
I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like
[Bridge]
Biting my hair, driving too fast
Buying that shirt, sending it back
God I'm so bored, life is so dumb
Why can't it always be what I want?
The less that I lie the more that I see
The problem at hand is probably me
I'm running in place, going downhill
Not having fun but maybe I will
[Outro]
Not having fun, maybe I will
Not having fun, maybe I will
Not having fun, maybe I will
Not having fun, maybe I will
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