I'm Having Fun

[Verse 1]

Went to bed a little girl

And woke up a grown-ass woman

Paid someone to tell me why

There are things I shouldn't

Shouldn't do to get the ones I love

To do exactly what I want

Turns out that ain't love at all

I, I, I

[Verse 2]

Missed a call again from Mom

But I'll call her back tomorrow

I don't wanna hear her voice

At the risk of what would follow

I'll feel bad for feeling far

I'll feel far from feeling me

Then I won't know who to be

I, I, I

[Chorus]

And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs

I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun

I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt

I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts

I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like

[Post-Chorus]

I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

[Verse 3]

Now I'm sitting in my room

And I count the things around me

That I bought to fill the void

And to make something about me

'Cause I gave my time away

But I'm thе one I really hate

For nеver giving myself comfort in the first place

[Chorus]

And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs

I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun

I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt

I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts

I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like

[Bridge]

Biting my hair, driving too fast

Buying that shirt, sending it back

God I'm so bored, life is so dumb

Why can't it always be what I want?

The less that I lie the more that I see

The problem at hand is probably me

I'm running in place, going downhill

Not having fun but maybe I will

[Outro]

Not having fun, maybe I will

Not having fun, maybe I will

Not having fun, maybe I will

Not having fun, maybe I will