[Verse: CASISDEAD (As Simon) & CASISDEAD]
(Yeah, hurry up, man)
I threw my life away
Night and day, I pipe away (Yeah, whatever, man)
Left my family feeling some type of way (Yeah, what?)
The powder's grey, my eyes are grey, the skies are grey (You on about?)
I like the H, I like the yay (Yeah)
But I'd like to say I'm different now, I'm not the same (Yeah, I know, oh well)
I've changed (I know you have)
I'm no longer that man who would dig through the bins just to find some change (Yeah, yeah)
People still walk past me in the street and say I look strange
My skin's dry, my hair's matted, my clothes are covered in stains
All this Methadone that I'm taking, it can't get rid of these pains (Nah)
It was too much for my friend—, he blew out his brains
Wife took my kids away (Fuck her)
But I thought I saw my son, just last Saturday
I waved but he stared at me then looked away
Could have been him, he always kept his feelings locked away (Yeah, whatever, none of that just hurry up)
Track marks down to my fist, I stink of piss
I've got the shits and my pants have got skids (I wonder why?)
It ain't true, I swear I never touched them kids (Nope)
I was just trying to show them something, I tripped and my right hand slipped
(You are sick)
Robbed a Post Office, my only goal was to fail (Wax)
Swear I did it just so I could go back to jail (Wax)
Three square meals a day, it's my favourite hotel
It's hard to use in there so I couldn't wait to get outta my cell
Back to griftin', shop lifting and siftin' through the trash
There wasn't many things that I wouldn't do for cash
My lowest point was having to give this one dealer a bash (What?)
He wasn't even a smack, he only had this tiniest bit of hash (Fuck out of here)
Slept in the doorway of the local
Just so the local youtes, wouldn't catch me and stomp me out
I'll cut myself so I can stay in hospital for a night
It's cold outside, or at least until these shakes subside
Robbed a pregnant woman's smartphone, I had to do it (Yeah?)
I had to watch TV, I can't figure out how to do it (Fuck off)
Sold it at 2:30 for forty and by 3:00 I blew it (Yeah, I'd gone—)
It wasn't even enough, argh, ya see, I fucking knew it (Dumb cunt)
I need to cure my sickness but no money for a prescription (Yeah, well)
Deep in my addiction and cursed with this affliction (Well done)
Chances of going back to work fade with each conviction (What?)
Everyone just writes you off, with such conviction (What?)
The council won't house me no more, they've stopped the bedsits (Good)
Kicked me out last time, I ain't slept in a bed since (—, cunt)
You would think I would have learnt from one of these fucking lessons (You're a fucking idiot, man)
Instead, I'm steady, headed to my eventual obsolescence
The light of the lord shines bright and with such fluorescence
Except on me, my life's been quite unpleasant (Yeah, a wet one)
Excuse me for being depressing (Yo, hurry up, hurry up)
How are you? How was your Xmas? Get any presents? (Shut up, man)
I found some chicken breasts round the back of M&S (What?)
It was freezing, I was in a dirty vest (Rough)
I cooked them in the corner, fucking burnt my chest
Think about my daughter and it fucking burns my chest (You got a daughter?)
If I don't drink a bit of water first, it hurts my head (Yeah, sip)
Anyway, I digress (Yeah)
To answer your question: yes
I'll take one white and two B
Those ones there, look the best
[Outro: CASISDEAD (As Simon) & CASISDEAD]
(Nah you can't have those ones, take this one here, and that one)
I'm a bit short, I'll link you back with the rest
(Yeah, fucking no way)
(Yeah, now, give us it or fuck off)
