Small Talk

It's been a few weeks I thought I'd reach out I hope this message finds you well And you're doing alright I kinda miss you No, that's a lie I miss you so much that it hurts And I cry every night It's in the mornings That's when I remember That you're gone, you won't be calling my phone ever So I go on a walk I talk to myself It might seem crazy but it's the only thing that helps Everything is changing Why do we have to speak like strangers? Can't do small talk with you Cuz every time that I do All I wanna say is something really big Like don't you wanna come home? I hate being alone All our conversations leave me wanting more Cuz we'll always be too big Yeah we'll always be too big For small talk You sound so formal So far-removed From the lazy ways we spent our afternoons But what can I expect? Cuz we're not together So now all we talk about is work and weather It's so serious God, I hate this Why are you acting like you haven't seen me naked? All of our history Just forgotten Now I understand what it means to be heartbroken Everything is changing Why do we have to speak like strangers? Can't do small talk with you Cuz every time that I do All I wanna say is something really big Like don't you wanna come home? I hate being alone All our conversations leave me wanting more Cuz we'll always be too big Yeah we'll always be too big For small talk (Voice recording)Oh God, it's like grieving someone Grieving someone who's still alive I really don't want to like move forward Without this person in my life in the same way But I have to And that's like the hardest part