Heavyweight

I saw you last week for the first time You look so free without me on your mind You always said I was reckless Called me "too much to take in" I thought of the night that we caved in You gave up quick and I get it I fought like a hero on a bender You said I'm a poor contender And I tried to play the heavyweight Put up a front Like I could take anything But it wasn't enough For me to shake this feeling The thought of you thinking I'm just a heavy weight Was I just a heavy weight? Oh was I just heavy weight? Was I just heavy weight? It was the night you picked me up when I was all alone You told me you were scared I was out of control I'm sorry I was so reckless Remember when you used to like this It was the night that we swam in your neighbour's pool Pretending we were sharks, let me hang off you Dove too deep in the shallow You cleaned my bloody teeth in the bathroom And I tried to play the heavyweight Put up a front Like I could take anything But it wasn't enough For me to shake this feeling The thought of you thinking I'm just a heavy weight Was I just a heavy weight? Oh was I just a heavy weight? Was I just a heavy weight? I could tell that you were tired trying to keep afloat Maybe I'm just better off being on my own And I tried to play the heavyweight Put up a front Like I could take anything But it wasn't enough For me to shake this feeling The thought of you thinking I'm just a heavy weight Was I just a heavy weight? Oh was I just a heavy weight? Was I just a heavy weight? Was I just a heavy weight? Was I just your heavy weight? Was I just a heavy weight? Was I just your heavyweight?