Type II Nostalgia

I've been taking my emotions for granted I just wanna see the worst side of you Before everybody else tries to say That I was better off blinding myself Then to see where it goes But I'd rather see Hell on earth In a state of heaven Need a shot of that dopamine Before I see myself Mistaking your trauma For type two nostalgia For somebody else's mistakes It's more than the time and the place No, I'm not the one you should ride for That's type two nostalgia The memories floating in space 'Cause nobody's keeping the pace Emotional know it all No, I don't need a new leaf Look what sand did Been timing out my problems for weeks On site, I could pretend that I'm near you 'Cause the darks in my eyes make mistakes I was better off blinding myself Then to see where it goes But I'd rather see Hell on earth Then a seventh heaven Might take a lot to notice me When you don't see yourself Mistaking your trauma For type two nostalgia For somebody else's mistakes No matter the time or the place No, I'm not the one you should ride for That's type two nostalgia The memories floating in space 'Cause nobody's keeping the pace Emotional know it all For somebody else's mistakes Tired of loving the same way Emotional know it all