Type II Nostalgia

I've been taking my emotions for granted
I just wanna see the worst side of you
Before everybody else tries to say
That I was better off blinding myself
Then to see where it goes

But I'd rather see
Hell on earth
In a state of heaven
Need a shot of that dopamine
Before I see myself

Mistaking your trauma
For type two nostalgia
For somebody else's mistakes
It's more than the time and the place
No, I'm not the one you should ride for
That's type two nostalgia
The memories floating in space
'Cause nobody's keeping the pace
Emotional know it all

No, I don't need a new leaf
Look what sand did
Been timing out my problems for weeks
On site, I could pretend that I'm near you
'Cause the darks in my eyes make mistakes
I was better off blinding myself
Then to see where it goes

But I'd rather see
Hell on earth
Then a seventh heaven
Might take a lot to notice me
When you don't see yourself

Mistaking your trauma
For type two nostalgia
For somebody else's mistakes
No matter the time or the place
No, I'm not the one you should ride for
That's type two nostalgia
The memories floating in space
'Cause nobody's keeping the pace
Emotional know it all

For somebody else's mistakes
Tired of loving the same way
Emotional know it all