[Verse]
To be real, I don't really want a Heaven or Hell
'Cah since eleven or twelve, I just been praying to die
I don't give a fuck about eternal living
Twenty three years of this shit got a nigga thinking of quitting, yeah
Baking with angels and rose of gold
Sounds great but I was born where the roads are cold
The homes got mould, we suffered then hold our own
Auntie died waiting for Jesus, I know my role
My whole life ain't shit but a mistake
Only even here 'cah Jimmy's known to break
Disrespecting marj, I was lying to her face
Petty crimes, foolish pride, my potential was a waste
'Cah she only really love me 'cah I just look just like my pops
Who left me on the blocks where the kids are kicking rocks
I know that if I die and she cries, it's only out of relief
Pray the Lord forgives 'cah I ain't finding no peace
See the ghost of everybody that I wronged just before I go sleep
My custies, Zhak, Sealv, Ellice and the Gs
I can hardly breathe, all I see is the reason I'm deceased
Couldn't make another plea how I die, pills or the noose?
Wring the rope, kick the door and pray my neck's loose
I'll be glad that's the truth, I'm worthless, less than dirt shit
This Earth is rotten like Ceebo under the surface
You wouldn't understand, I hear death every day
If I don't, a waigon might kill me any way
So I sip Henny, Wray, hopefully I die through liver
Man at my Matanga, acting like I'm missed, huh
My little brother's crying but they'll better off
They'll forget me soon enough, be like they never lost (Uh)
It's dark, G, I can't speak
Call my darg three, tell her that my heart's sweet
Can't fight no more, don't give a fuck if I'm right no more
The sun sets so good night once more
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