Choir Song (I Feel Dumb)

I wanted you so bad I couldn't look you in the eye Took me in the bathroom stall, I broke my phone screen on the tile It felt poetic, you regretted it, you're right I made an Irish exit, never been good at goodbyes Now I feel dumb I look stupid in front of everyone Preaching, teaching the choir a song You wouldn't tell me to shut up, but I think that's what you want Tried to take my mind off it, counted things that I could see The dresser and the bed, all the books I didn't read I called you to say sorry and you just said, "What for?" I said, "Never mind," I won't say anything more Now I feel dumb Spent that summer ignoring everyone Couldn't bring myself to get that cracked screen fixed So when you sent me your love, I only got half of it Tonight's your farewell party, everybody's gonna cry Don't like sentimental shit, didn't even go inside Kinda freaked out on the way home, left some paint on the divide What the fuck did you expect? I've never been good at goodbyes It's alright Fucked up my car, but everyone was fine Mostly, I just feel dumb I look stupid in front of everyone I feel dumb I feel dumb