DISCONNECTED

This might be depression My body is cold, I sold out my soul, I got too invested Yeah, drugs are involved, the story gets old I don't learn my lesson, nah When I speak through the music, I spill my confessions, uh Fuck a church or a reverend Existential disconnect Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my fuckin' neck Plug went ghost, I'm out of potion, I've got nothin' left I feel sorry for the wall I smash my head against (head against) I smash my head again, feel sorry Feel disconnected, uh Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless? (Hit back, hit back, hit back) I'm fallin', I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh No angels callin', barely form a sentence (sentence) My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump If I jump, then I'll leap right off Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected, disconnected, disconnected) Yeah, oh, oh-oh, ah Take some time (yeah) I hear them talking, I'll be fine (fine) One call, and I'll be on my way (on my way) I lied, but that was yesterday (yeah-yeah) Shit's not the same (yeah-yeah) These broken veins, won't heal in time for you to save Oh, what a shame, I'm fucking up the family name Hop off a plane, a different country every day You said, "The grass is always greener," but the sky is gray Feel disconnected, uh Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless? Everyone around me can feel it, baby I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh No angels callin', barely form a sentence (sentence), uh My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump If I jump, then I'll leap right off Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb I don't wanna feel it, I feel disconnected (disconnected...) Yeah, yeah, I said "I feel disconnected," yeah, yeah My whole body's tempted I might just threaten Your whole damn family Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected No angels callin', barely form a sentence My brain is rottin', no more interventions I'm done with talking, yeah, yeah, yeah I don't really feel good, yeah Head is fucking disconnected From their bodies, I don't wanna Do not hurt it