HOURS LOST

Hours lost Oh, yeah Wasting my time in the hills, yeah I'm wasting my time with these pills again, baby (baby) Wasted and trying to heal, yeah, mm So tell me how the fuck to feel now I'm back out on exhibit Back up on my feet, I feel the traction, let me kill it Had to go to rehab to establish my commitments, yeah No religion, still Cynical, but I cycle through optimism, shit Breathe in, had to find a way to stop the bleeding All of your chemicals I believed in Left me for dead without any reasons I close my eyes and I paint in the dark, tracing lines Lost my focus, lost my drive All this time Lost my mind, yeah Hours lost, we've been wasting time in the mountains Hours lost, we've been wasting time trying to count 'em, yeah I can see the hours fade away, yeah Just like how I'm faded every day, shit I was lost, almost took my life in the shower, fuck I was lost, abusing that money, sex, and power, baby Hours lost, mm I was lost, if I said I wasn't, I'd be lying See my future in your eyes So don't tell me that you're leaving me Don't leave me, baby Don't leave me (yeah) Nothing but fear, yeah Fuck this backseat drivin', switch shit to another lane Burnin' rubber in a Demon, kickin' up the pace All this mental pressure, I can feel it in my brain If I don't escape, I think I might just go insane I don't wanna live and die, I wanna live and live Higher than my expectations, gave all I can give Every track that drops a hit, bitch, I don't ever miss Always active, actin' like the devil's advocate, yeah Hours lost, we've been wasting time in the mountains Hours lost, we've been wasting time trying to count 'em, yeah I can see the hours fade away, yeah Just like how I'm faded every day, shit I was lost, almost took my life in the shower, fuck I was lost, abusing that money, sex, and power, baby Hours lost, mm I was lost, if I said I wasn't, I lied And I'm waking up everyday crying There's a void in my stomach, can't fill it 15 minutes, anxiety kicks in In 15 minutes from the moment that I wake 15 minutes, yeah 15 minutes Oh, no From my past, keep on runnin' Keep on runnin' From my past, keep on runnin' Yeah, there's things that I've said that I'm not too proud of