Satellite

After all these years I was ready to open my heart I thought we were so close, but now we are miles apart I know, nothing is for granted with the things called love Sometimes it hurts so much, is it really a gift from above? I'm not so sure, sometimes it's hard to understand It only seems obscure And now you don't pay any attention to any word I say And all the colours around me are fading into grey Maybe I was too sure, but it's still hard to understand It seems so obscure Sometimes I feel like a satellite - alone on my way Sometimes I feel like a satellite - in outer space with an aching heart Sometimes I feel like a satellite - I've got nothing more to say Sometimes I feel like a satellite - somewhere out in the dark You wrote me letters in which you've tried to explain But I'm sorry the feeling that remains is still only the pain You want me to be your friend, but I don't know if I'm able to For the moment it seems too hard, because I still feel too much for you I don't know, maybe there will come a time, But for now Is there anybody out there - maybe just another satellite Is there anybody out there - who leads me through the darkest night Is there anybody out there - who deserves to heal my broken heart Is there anybody out there - I can put my trust in right from the start