Good Days

[Verse] Dropped what I'm doing to pick your burden up Stopped how I'm moving since you been hurting up Option for freedom serve as a path, but you hesitant we gon' crash 'cause I constantly keep on swerving up Conscious of all the times you've been pissed I ignored the calls and the texts when you asking me if I worked enough Honestly, wished that I had more time, but it's hard when I'm on the grind I've been noticing I ain't heard you much, damn Like is we meant to be? I can see it's fucking with you mentally I can see you struggle with the fact that all these women show me love and it's corruption to your еnergy But, that ain't fuckin' with the way I feel It's just a little bit of nothing, ain't no shadе to deal Your assumption that I fuck with her is voiding you, and I been binded every since I met you Shit been way too real I woulda drove out to your college all them weekends when you thought we was growing apart With all the armor that you wearing, I was never that prepared when you showed me your heart A lot of scars, due to the fact that your father wasn't shit, and you known from the start Sometimes you see your pops in me, and I can tell because you slowly turn cold in the dark Maybe I'm just lying to myself about my greatness I remember flying out to D.R. that one summer with your family, and you started tweaking on me when I fucked up your vacation I make every moment we should share into a moment 'bout myself because that's all a nigga ever known How can I expect to show you love, when I ain't never seen the love inside the house in which a nigga grown? Now I feel defective like a bomb In the middle of a battle, and my purpose had me set to blow Shadows of reflection from your eyes when the light from the sun purge the demons I ain't never show Good days followed by the rain It would pay to swallow up my pain, but the drizzle from the clouds feel calm when it rest upon my veins I would shield you from the onslaught if it meant I kept you sane Here I go talking about myself when I should be talking to you to just listen to your concerns The problem with learning to be a man is a trial by fire Niggas ain't learning shit 'til they burn