Good Days

[Verse]

Dropped what I'm doing to pick your burden up

Stopped how I'm moving since you been hurting up

Option for freedom serve as a path, but you hesitant we gon' crash 'cause I constantly keep on swerving up

Conscious of all the times you've been pissed

I ignored the calls and the texts when you asking me if I worked enough

Honestly, wished that I had more time, but it's hard when I'm on the grind

I've been noticing I ain't heard you much, damn

Like is we meant to be?

I can see it's fucking with you mentally

I can see you struggle with the fact that all these women show me love and it's corruption to your еnergy

But, that ain't fuckin' with the way I feel

It's just a little bit of nothing, ain't no shadе to deal

Your assumption that I fuck with her is voiding you, and I been binded every since I met you

Shit been way too real

I woulda drove out to your college all them weekends when you thought we was growing apart

With all the armor that you wearing, I was never that prepared when you showed me your heart

A lot of scars, due to the fact that your father wasn't shit, and you known from the start

Sometimes you see your pops in me, and I can tell because you slowly turn cold in the dark

Maybe I'm just lying to myself about my greatness

I remember flying out to D.R. that one summer with your family, and you started tweaking on me when I fucked up your vacation

I make every moment we should share into a moment 'bout myself because that's all a nigga ever known

How can I expect to show you love, when I ain't never seen the love inside the house in which a nigga grown?

Now I feel defective like a bomb

In the middle of a battle, and my purpose had me set to blow

Shadows of reflection from your eyes when the light from the sun purge the demons I ain't never show

Good days followed by the rain

It would pay to swallow up my pain, but the drizzle from the clouds feel calm when it rest upon my veins

I would shield you from the onslaught if it meant I kept you sane

Here I go talking about myself when I should be talking to you to just listen to your concerns

The problem with learning to be a man is a trial by fire

Niggas ain't learning shit 'til they burn