Ground Zero

[Intro] Where's your happiness, lie? Where's your happiness, lie? Where's your happiness, lie? Where's your happiness, lie? Where's your happiness, lie? Where's your happiness, lie? Where's your happiness, lie? Where's your happiness, lie? [Verse] I prayed to God that he could make me whole That he would take away my pain and let me save my soul In attempt to find a way to keep us safe and snug, I end up parked inside a grave from all I made And now my body filled with hate and drugs So now I'm dusting off my kicks and cleaning dirt out of my wounds Still debating if this life I chased gon' work me 'til I'm doomed Still evading all this trauma that exists inside my mind Uncle Cedric's face looks clearest every time I close my eyes And lately, I've been lacking sleep because these dreams I have been forcing self-reflection Of course, I see progression, but the course we on aggressive I'm like porcelain, I look good 'til my torso break from stressing Getting closer to my source of fear distorts my whole perspective Death been ready in my thoughts, but I ain't chose to leave My chest been heavy with a lot, but how I'm 'pose to breathe The more I gain, the less I think about my lows The war within my brain got me convinced I'll be exposed Desperation plays it part, I can't be trapped amongst the weeds I done lost the ones I love over my passions to succeed I done tossed the world I planned to grow to trash bins to exceed And saw the damage of my actions scar the people that I need [Outro] This is the story of the man who fell from grace The man who rose from concrete in attempt to change his fate The man covered in bruises at the step of heaven's gate Searched for purpose and acceptance 'til he finally found his place This is the story of the man who fell from grace The man who rose from concrete in attempt to change his fate The man covered in bruises at the step of heaven's gate Searched for purpose and acceptance 'til he finally found his place