Scared

[Verse 1]

I got a part of me broken

I'm guarding myself from the scars I'm exposing

Harder to feel I'm at peace with my heart in the open

Harder to breathe through the sparks of weed

But it's help when I harbor commotion

As a Spartan I need to be hard as can be

But it hurts to discard my emotions (To discard my emotions)

Pressed for the bottle that caught the tears off me quietly

Fear of sobriety, years of the tyranny

Clear as a day with no thunder, here I am tryna be

The calm before the storm, I'm constantly at war

I stand for mе denying blame but nevеr learn to build

Understandably while hiding pain, I never learn to heal

With the phantom of my lies will haunt my brain until revealed

And until my bed is made, I'll spend these days with waves of guilt

From the pit of confinement I could see the spots of truth

By just digging through my dirt you'll see a heap of toxic roots

See the purity is gone and insecurity run loose

With every issue that arises it's get buried in excuse inside my soul

[Chorus]