Stand Tall

[Verse 1] Messing with depression I'm still pissed that I ain’t cope Dealing with scandals in my head like I’m Olivia Pope I got demons living inside me soul like Insidious Ghost Body hopping to other people when they get in too close I got walls up for protection not for me but more for you Cause if I showed you all my problems you would see how much I'm screwed Can’t afford to let you bare my burden I’m scared my lack of work on earth Gon leave you sadly hurtin’ Back the fuck up for you safety I won’t say it twice If you dare cross the caution tape it's gone cost you your lifе I never asked to bе saved, I never asked for no savior My faith is shaky like voices of those who ask for a favor Like what the fuck you need? Slave to my issues all the time I feel nothing is free Therapist be taxing so I’m ducking all the session Shawty texting, “You Okay” but I be ducking all her message Got me asking myself all these different questions like [Chorus] Should I be alive Maybe i should leave Imma be alright Where I’m posed to be Sadly I don’t know Sadly I don’t know [Verse 2] Die to live, live to love Open up your eyes and see my time is not worth giving up Felt like I ain’t did enough Liquor fills my liver let that Jose Cuervo lift me up Visions of the people that I lost are starting hit me up Like nigga how’d you get here? I’m still unconscious Bodily fluids splurge from out me as it hit my garbage Throwing up sucks my body can’t control it PlusI really feel alive within hopeless moment Now I see it clear If we all destined to die Then i should never live in fear If we all destined to fly Then i should step away from peers All them chains that’s in my mind Should kindly start to disappear Every time I speak to Nas He try to tell me this the year Every time I speak to God I feel he might just hit decline Cause he got faith in where I’m heading it was made in my design I’m expected to exceed in ways that’s greater than the times I might’ve doubted shit before but now i think i made my mind [Chorus] Cause I’m alive Maybe I won’t leave Imma be alright Where I’m pose to be Something that I know Something that I know Something that I know