Stand Tall

[Verse 1]

Messing with depression I'm still pissed that I ain’t cope

Dealing with scandals in my head like I’m Olivia Pope

I got demons living inside me soul like Insidious Ghost

Body hopping to other people when they get in too close

I got walls up for protection not for me but more for you

Cause if I showed you all my problems you would see how much I'm screwed

Can’t afford to let you bare my burden

I’m scared my lack of work on earth

Gon leave you sadly hurtin’

Back the fuck up for you safety

I won’t say it twice

If you dare cross the caution tape it's gone cost you your lifе

I never asked to bе saved, I never asked for no savior

My faith is shaky like voices of those who ask for a favor

Like what the fuck you need?

Slave to my issues all the time I feel nothing is free

Therapist be taxing so I’m ducking all the session

Shawty texting, “You Okay” but I be ducking all her message

Got me asking myself all these different questions like

[Chorus]

Should I be alive

Maybe i should leave

Imma be alright

Where I’m posed to be

Sadly I don’t know

Sadly I don’t know

[Verse 2]

Die to live, live to love

Open up your eyes and see my time is not worth giving up

Felt like I ain’t did enough

Liquor fills my liver let that Jose Cuervo lift me up

Visions of the people that I lost are starting hit me up

Like nigga how’d you get here?

I’m still unconscious

Bodily fluids splurge from out me as it hit my garbage

Throwing up sucks my body can’t control it

PlusI really feel alive within hopeless moment

Now I see it clear

If we all destined to die

Then i should never live in fear

If we all destined to fly

Then i should step away from peers

All them chains that’s in my mind

Should kindly start to disappear

Every time I speak to Nas

He try to tell me this the year

Every time I speak to God

I feel he might just hit decline

Cause he got faith in where I’m heading it was made in my design

I’m expected to exceed in ways that’s greater than the times

I might’ve doubted shit before but now i think i made my mind

[Chorus]

Cause

I’m alive

Maybe I won’t leave

Imma be alright

Where I’m pose to be

Something that I know

Something that I know

Something that I know