The Bell Jar

I haven't forgotten him But ill push it down The pain turns to emptiness After a little while My innocence My need to make him proud is gone Buried because You've become my favorite distraction Skinny broken model This sadness runs so deep That my feet can't reach the bottom (bum bum) The bottom I never understood the importance Of an empty conversation But my head gets so loud, it's all I want lately And you, you're perfect, cause you'll never know me well So I'll keep you around to avoid myself You've become my favorite distraction Skinny broken model This sadness runs so deep That my feet can't reach the bottom (bum bum) You're a pill that I can swallow This sadness runs so deep That my feet can't reach the bottom I'll never let someone in again The way that I did him Everything is safe if its not under my skin Leave it to the past To create present suffering I can't still my mind without remembering