Honey Bee

My sunflower, honeybee Is your pain so shy that I can't see it? You hate me now and that can't be My responsibility I pray to god that we find peace Underneath the redwood trees You pierced my heart and now it stings But I still want your company The birds are watching over As I bleed out on the dirt Heartbreak turned me to a statue Here to decorate the earth And men who want a bitch, you finally got one you can't keep Because I can't say I love you without lying through my teeth I still love someone who hurt me just like everybody else I want someone who don't deserve me after putting me through hell But I'd sit here in the fire with you once more to warm up Everytime I think "it can't get worse than this," it always does (when I think it can't get worse) It always does I'll lose track of the seasons dear Stay inside for half the year Cus everything still feels like you The warm, the cold, the old, the new One day Ill have a real front lawn A porch for us to catch up on Some fancy black coffee machine You picked up that habit from me The truth hurts, and I'll face it When I open up my eyes Heartbreak took away my virtue Stripped me of my old disguise And men who want a bitch, life finally made one out of me Now I cant say I'm happy without lying through my teeth I still love someone who hurt me just like everybody else I want someone who don't deserve me after putting me through hell But I'd sit in the fire with you once more to warm up Every time I think it can't get worse than this It always does (When I think it can't get worse) It always does When I think there's no way I can miss you more When I think there's no tears left to cry, there are Because you pierced my heart