Sick and Impatient

I've wasted days, but they don't mind There's something in my room, and it tells me what I should do And it's been in there for quite a while, it taught me all I know Where I should be, and where I'll go Will you save my life tonight? I can see it in my mother's eyes, and the way she talks about me Some things are better left to rot I'm quick to push, I'm quick to shove, and the first to point the finger No company could ever be enough I'll stay outside tonight I got sick and impatient I spoke too soon, you made your move You're walking with a smile I'm wide awake, it's late, I'm driving While the neighbors sleep, I'm cutting ties Lose myself in my head Convince myself to forget what is real Will you save my life tonight? I got sick and impatient